listen

06Feb10

“we spent all those years talking about the stuff we had in common, and the last few months noticing all the ways we were different, and it broke both of our hearts.”


a big wave to me motley crew.


sometimes success is better measured in smiles received, giggles heard, and hands held, than in dollars earned, deadlines met, and kilos shed.

and i must say, i think i’ve done well for myself.


its not enough

14Dec09

sometimes your subconscious tries to tell you things your brain refuses to accept.

and aptly so.

after last night’s dream (and what a tear jerking affair it was), i do wonder, if i’ve been oblivious all this while. the past several jolts seemed to do me no good, perhaps now, and perhaps only after this, i will realize how useless waiting really is.

better late than never, i always say.


i love being around you.
but i’m not sure i can give you what you want.

surely, you must know that.


lewis on love

10Dec09


08Dec09

this is what it means to be held
how it feels, when the sacred is torn from your life
and you survive

this is what it is to be loved and to know
that the promise was when everything fell
we’d be held


there are only a few things I want this year, apart from peace, love, and joy.

a new beginning, a fresh start, ikea vouchers, and “dug” from up.

easy-peasy.

merry christmas to one and all.


ah, yes

07Dec09

wouldn’t you like to be loved by me?


i wonder if i am holding on for all the wrong reasons. it seems like i’m trying to validate my own freedom somehow.

i say one thing, but i mean another. *long suffering sigh*